Saturday, May 2, 2009

my..err..cribs..n poems..n prose..n blah blah

it hurts
every damn bit of it does..

i don't know y.
but it does

so trivial so small
it shdn't
but it still does..

trying so hard to forget it
but it always finds it way bak in ma mind..
i don't know how
but it still does..

but then they
don't call it
life for nothing

....time passes by..
i continue to live..

i don't know how..
but i still do.


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time will pass by..
days will come n go
sun will cotniue to rise n fall...

n sumday..u'll forget my xsistence..
for we would b separted unitedly by time and space..


but u'll b ther by ma side..
in ma mind..

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its not tru..
it can't b

i can tke no more..
i can't live anymore..

i can't feel d pain...
i dunno y ,i wnt to....



its not tru..
it shdn't b..

dis ws nevar xpected...
it still isn't accepted..

how can it be
for just me...



its not tru
nothin is


nothing wd matters..
after I cease to xsist..

nothin matters ny more..

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its easy to forgive
not to forget

its easy to luv
not to trust

its easy to offer
not to give

its easy to preten
not to live

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just coz i don't say it
doesnt' mean i don't mean it

just coz i don't show it
doesn't mean i don't feel it..


jus coz i can leave you
doesn't mean i can live without u......

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sumthin..inside me won't let me..live
sumthin out side..me..won't let me die..


i'm d way i'm..

n for dat had to pay d cost
for now, i realise m lost




tryin to gather pieces..
2 reunite myself..

to rise like never b4...

to rise..so high..

dat no fall wd matter nemore



does it neway..?

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der is a wall
i can't seem to penetrate it

no matter wt i do..
i don't seem to ble to get thru it.

i can c thru it..
its beautiful..

lifes 'beautiful.. der..


if only i cd realise life's
its not a wall but mirror..


my own.life ..its beautiful

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Ever wondered why
I never told you how much i love you..

its true i never did..
I only told you I love you but not how much i love you..

may be bcoz i don't love you enough
I don't love you enough to say how much i love you..


I only love u as much as one person can love another..
I don't love you enough..

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I don't love your eyes..
.. nice but well billion other ppl have also got it..

I don't love your face..
..pretty ..but will soon fade away..

I don't love your voice
.. comeon you are no singer..


only thing i love is " U "..

and will kip on lovinig u ..even if above things go away..
coz i dun love your pretty face,or long hair..but only "U"..

I love the very "U"

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If only you didn't had
what you have,
would you realize you have
what you want

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