my..err..cribs..n poems..n prose..n blah blah

it hurts
every damn bit of it does..

i don't know y.
but it does

so trivial so small
it shdn't
but it still does..

trying so hard to forget it
but it always finds it way bak in ma mind..
i don't know how
but it still does..

but then they
don't call it
life for nothing

....time passes by..
i continue to live..

i don't know how..
but i still do.


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time will pass by..
days will come n go
sun will cotniue to rise n fall...

n sumday..u'll forget my xsistence..
for we would b separted unitedly by time and space..


but u'll b ther by ma side..
in ma mind..

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its not tru..
it can't b

i can tke no more..
i can't live anymore..

i can't feel d pain...
i dunno y ,i wnt to....



its not tru..
it shdn't b..

dis ws nevar xpected...
it still isn't accepted..

how can it be
for just me...



its not tru
nothin is


nothing wd matters..
after I cease to xsist..

nothin matters ny more..

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its easy to forgive
not to forget

its easy to luv
not to trust

its easy to offer
not to give

its easy to preten
not to live

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just coz i don't say it
doesnt' mean i don't mean it

just coz i don't show it
doesn't mean i don't feel it..


jus coz i can leave you
doesn't mean i can live without u......

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sumthin..inside me won't let me..live
sumthin out side..me..won't let me die..


i'm d way i'm..

n for dat had to pay d cost
for now, i realise m lost




tryin to gather pieces..
2 reunite myself..

to rise like never b4...

to rise..so high..

dat no fall wd matter nemore



does it neway..?

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der is a wall
i can't seem to penetrate it

no matter wt i do..
i don't seem to ble to get thru it.

i can c thru it..
its beautiful..

lifes 'beautiful.. der..


if only i cd realise life's
its not a wall but mirror..


my own.life ..its beautiful

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Ever wondered why
I never told you how much i love you..

its true i never did..
I only told you I love you but not how much i love you..

may be bcoz i don't love you enough
I don't love you enough to say how much i love you..


I only love u as much as one person can love another..
I don't love you enough..

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I don't love your eyes..
.. nice but well billion other ppl have also got it..

I don't love your face..
..pretty ..but will soon fade away..

I don't love your voice
.. comeon you are no singer..


only thing i love is " U "..

and will kip on lovinig u ..even if above things go away..
coz i dun love your pretty face,or long hair..but only "U"..

I love the very "U"

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If only you didn't had
what you have,
would you realize you have
what you want

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Redefining Right and Wrong

Yet again ,Me and my pal got into discussion ..

Me: So you are saying you are not patriotic.

He : People on borders are ready to give their life for country .Would you be ready to do the same for your country ?

Me : can't say would all depend on situation ,I am not sure

He :I think under most circumstances I would not be ready to give my life...for our country..or kill someone else .Don't get me wrong..I  do love our country .

Now just think ,what if everybody thought just like me ,what if every person on earth thought like me on this matter.

Wat if nobody was ready to give their life for their country ( or religion )

Me : Interesting though there are many ways it could go ,like  it could push us towards using more advanced technologies for war,say robots or more increase of automated weapons and missiles.But I think primary and most immediate effect would be it would reduce border wars.Things would be more diplomatic.Less wars it does seem that way.

He: That's my whole point.Things are not always good or bad most of the time they are grey .

Just because everyone says you have to be patriotic,being patriotic is good or they are heroes isn't always right.So I can truly say I am not patriotic and proud to not be a one.In fact I am making a sacrifice for greater good of human beings.

Me: hmm..err hmmmmmmm

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We must see other side of the coin.Before making our own decision

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PS.I love my country

Life

The other day me and one of my friend were talking..

( well it was most of him..only..)

our conversation :

Me : hmm wt r u talking abt

Him : I mean he so much more cooler..

         Consider this..there is a guy

who says

'follow me or I'll punish you

worship me or I'll punish you

do as i say or I'll punish you

If do this I'll punish you

If you don't do this I'll punish you'

and then there is other dude who says

"Do whatever you want to ,I'll be there for you.

If this guy doesn't acept you ..I'll alwys be there.."

now tell me are you so sure 

God is good and devil is evil..

Me :well ..

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Did he really make a point there..

Is it possible for someone to see devil better than God ?

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